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--------------movies

recent movie goers would agree that movies are getting better ... even malay made movie is showing signs of improvement ..

i'm talking about the departed .. i like gangsta shoot em up movies ... since there's no bullshit ... they shoot to kill ... i think most villains fail since they talk too much before executing a hero ... why use a time bomb .. or lock them up in a tank full of water ... the hero would escape eventually ...


anyway ... malay made movie? ... good? .... the first thing i said to myself was .. this is crash .. different theme .. same style ... the very least it is inspired by crash ...

crash however ..revolves around human emotions ..and fear ... and let questions just be ....

but love ... will always make people tingle ...you can never escape from love ... even when you don't admit it ..

you'd feel empty if you're not in love .. or something .. someone told me ... i dunno ...

cinta however .. got this happy ending .. which i think is very nice .... i could cry ... but i didn't ...

------------------------cameron

i'm going to cameron highland .... not to chill .. but this time .. to conquer irau .. it's a beginner mountain kadir said ... beginner or not .. i can't wait ... to climb up and be united with nature ...

-----------------------wedding

my brother got married last weekend .. it was ok ... so many people .. i can't recognize 1/3 of the poeple there ...

---------------------moving on

the only direction i plan to go is forward ... the weight i'm carrying is responsibility ... the things i love to do is routine ... my actions are calculated risks ...and i deserve ... the consequences ...

:)

i do think nothing is better than being behind a drumkit.

and it feels good sweating it out in a court full of your buddies.

visiting to a place you've never visitied.

accepting a challenge without knowing the consequences .

i hold so many things back, most people do. i know. i see potential in people. but they hold back too much. where there was suppose to be action, there was excuses. and i know i'm like that too. i know i could offer more, deserve more. you know you have some sort of standard. so do you live up to the standard?

i probably am lucky.

i thought giving your hundred percent was easy. but it's not. sometimes it is frustrating when all your concentration and focus go to waste. when all you did do not invite praises and all that matter was results. there is no rating for efforts.

if to enter a higher learning institute was rated on efforts, i think the majority of us would fail miserably.

i hate it when all the things that you do for something doesn't add up to the result. your best is shit when result is concerned. your hard work and everything is shit if the result is shit.

then why be a purist?

why go to an extend to please yourselves if the result was based on someone elses point of view?. why do we need to serve purpose when we are expected to serve only function?

i should just lay back and listen to what people want and try my best to give it to them. By anymeans that will fulfill their needs and requirement.

survival in malaysia today is easy. you just have to listen.... and talk when you should. and when you talk, you should attract. when you lie it is real. when you create it is original in people's mind.. when you work, it is only for the result. when you play you kill. all that matter is that dream. all that matter is you. all that you do now is for the future. and if you do not do according to your plan, the future is fucked up. i presume.

6 degrees of separation

selamat hari raya

special? you know it.

i saw an old friend of mine. and i'm glad i met him. i need to see old faces to remind me of who i was ...

this hari raya just proves that i can never be satisfied with just one thing. not shoes or shirts or designer pants. but the things i need. i always think that if i have everything that i need. i 'm done .. i'm the happiest dude alive... but .. there is always a need for something ... man ..it will never end ..the wishlist keeps growing ...

seriously ..... i didn't see this hari raya coming ... life now is time consuming ...

maybe i'm like that ... overlooking the things that suppose to matter ... i think most people share this same quality ...

is it fair
a little girl with super straight hair
is it fair
for a kid to just sit there and stare

there was never a word
escaped from his mouth
he was not in the mood to show emotion
constant face was his only expression

if i was in his place
would i venture more?
just for a taste
but afraid it could never be like before

if body could act according to will
this limbs would never stay still
only if you ask, then i will
but it's always too late, by then i'm killed

selamat hari raya

se lamat hari raya

waiting for the world

The hari raya is not so far away now .. and i still haven't paid the zakat. ... i saw the zakat counter once and felt promted for a visit but .. somehow ...i didn't ...

anyway ... i need a new watch .... my watch's second hand has fallen off while i was in penang ... i was surprised since ... i didn't drop the thing ... or .. maybe i failed to remember that i did. ..

fond+s apparel recently launched their debut shirt ... and ... hahaha ... it was ok .. but some shareholders beg to differ ..

failing to prepare , is preparing to fail ..

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i just saw the preview for the new WTC movie ... nick cage is starring in that one .. i'm totally gonna go and catch that movie ..

i'm going to penang 4 3 days ... it seems like my plant is gonna produce sony's latest mp3 player .. the one with the cool display .. the one i have to be exact ...and i have to be there to study a bit ... the process and shit ..

maxis 3g blows ... i subscribed to the epl goal alert .. and there was no alert ... i got ripped off ...
but the 3rd generation is cathing on .. and i believe SMS will be the thing of the past ... screw SMS ... voice call also ...

maybe in 4 years ...

it's ramadhan and i'm not that religious but ... i do what i can ...

u should 2

look out kid

people and the things they say .. the person they wish to become .... it's all BS

you can say .. but you cannot become ... why bother lying to yourself in the first place ...

4 a kid .. the phrase "you can be all you want" is always true ...

when you get older .. you realize you can't win .. you realize there is no free lunch ... you just grab what you have and go on with it ...

a kid .. walks on clouds .... lighter than air ... smiles brighter then the sun .....

people i think ... .. tries to act their age ... but the fact is .. .. you can always look your age ... but you cannot act your age ...

you become older AND WISER? nope .... experience and judgements make you wiser .. not rm35k worth of education ...

i see an older person and i go ... " can he really maintain this kind of enthusiasm?"... there are a lot on our mind .... but happiness still eludes us ...

to those still dreaming about going somewhere .. being someone ... doing something .. just do it ...

don't let age .. hold you back .. because it will ... and one day you'll sit down with your friend wishing what should've been ... what has been ...

i'm repeating ...

bored

i'm not that hungry .. but i'm bored ..

maybe i'll go to mines this afternoon and buy me boxers

it's ramadhan!

it's fasting month ... my first ramadhan on the job .. it's tiring .. and i'm sleepy all the time ...
.

... initiation by atdi right now ..

and .. i know some of the things i've not done .. i should have initiate ...

regrets? ...

my convocation was ok. It's not over until your convo.

thanks farah for the flowers. i've never had anyone giving me flower b4. it was nice.



anyhow. friends are growing up being somebody and getting married. with fast cars and some even manage to save enough to go to haji. so what about me?

i'm still not quite there yet. i'm still ... the same as i was years ago.

and some things are hard to get over. the things you love to do? your pals? but sacrifices are made easy when you have no choice but to trade all the shit for the sake of ur future.

believe. realize. commit.

ashley cole is quitting the gunners ... arsenal traded him for gallas .... well fuck you ashley cole ..
welcoming baptista .. the versatile attacker .. a trade for reyes ... reyes a flop anwyay ...

2 meg pix

bought a v3x recently .. am happy bout the camera mode ..normal shot .. the mountain icon .. what do you call it?

macro shot .. the flower icon ..
the 3 musketeers ..

and a flip phone is to die for ..
haven't fully explore the motorola software tool .. and my simcard needs upgrading ..

i really think that arsenal can do better than the last time they played .... gunned down ... fuck that shit ...

id3108

independence day. yes .. we are free ... i dunno what it means because i was never in a position where a japanese would ask me to climb up a coconut tree and force me to drink soaped water.

malaysia is free ... we are govern by our own sets of people .. we are governed by malaysians for malaysians ... but that is as good as it gets ....

i guess to me ... being free is about you making your own choice .. and for 49 years that is all we've been doing .. but ... we suck at choosing ...

we choose ... not to work hard ... we choose to take bribes ... we choose to not be creative .. we choose to watch siti and datuk K .... we choose to make mawi and ina break up issue became our own ...

we fail to choose to curb down malay social issues like drugs etc ..

i think a big percentage of malays know what is going down .. and we choose to ignore it ... we can't do nothing ... are we really free to make a change ...

a free man can make his own choice ... but a man with lots of choices need guidelines .... in order to choose the right choice ...

a rebel without a cause ... is also not good ...

choose motorola v3x

theo

Gilberto capitalises on good work by debutant Theo Walcott to fire Arsenal back on level terms against Aston Villa. They had the greater part of the possesion but ... football's like that ..

fits like a glove

basically now, at night, i'll just rot in front of the tv after 10 pm. but yesterday, i played basketball at night.

unable to play in the afternoon, the guys opted to play at night.

tomorrow i'm goin to batu pahat. kuittho recently posted my convo forms and stuff. I thought it was on the coffe table but apparently it wasn't there when i was looking for it. so i got my friend to get me a new n i'm gonna go and fill out the thing and submit.

siti is getting married with DK. Not Drift King, but Dato' K. And i got this e-mail saying that their marriage shouldn't be celebrated like that. Who do they think they are? who the fuck cares? it's their money. some company is cashing in on the action.

you sell yourself while some other people cash in on it. sounds like prostitution to me.

anyway. best of luck. i guess money can buy anything. even short term happines.

EPL is starting. Now there's more things to look forward to.

pay day is near. i'm gonna join the great sale.

TH signs up for RBK

nike ain't for everyone ...

digging it

i don't have anything new to listen to ... but the new mars volta's not too bad ...

speaking of which ...

at the drive in .. really rock my pants rite now ... good music is probably like wine ... the older they get .. the mature they taste ... (like i've tasted good wine before) :D

you know its them when you hear atdi .. you know its atdi .. cause the band is like no other ...

theyr'e cool ... really cool ..

.... i need something new to listen to ...

i am totally hating malaysian music ... especially era.fm music.. i hate malay music .. those pop hits cliche fuck ... those shit face who squeal like a pig .. they tick me off ...

how can people sink so low ... ...

there's this song which sounded very close to maroon 5 .... that's fucked man .... and those indon wannabees ... fuck ...

i'm sorry if you are offended .... but ... face it pal ... malay songs suck ... big time ...

but there's probably good ones out there .. maybe ... but ... the annoyance of malaysian music has been embedded in my head ... so .. i won't be a sucker and believe you when you tell me there's actually good music ... made by malaysian artists ...