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So yesterday i spend like 140 bucks for a ronaldinho futsal shoe la. its pretty la. at least i think its pretty. my mom and dad thought it was pretty too. maybe the next time i play futsal i can play like mr. ronaldinho himself la. don't get mix up eh... its just me la with the shoes. not ronaldinho actually.

Arsenal is playing hotspur today AT highbury so ... i think arsenal will win that one. And then they'll fly to spain for the CL match against villareal. and i think they''ll win that one too. ITs barca i'm worried about. i hope ronaldinho gets a red card or get injured so he won't play.

it's amazing how things untaggles itself and how everything just gets clearer and clearer each time you venture into the unknown. You have to venture into the unknown to know what's up within. the more you stay confined .. the less you explore about others and you!

Speaking of within... fighting yourself is the hardest battle to be won. figthing to wake up in the morning for work. fighting to keep that budget tight. fighting to keep yourself motivated. stop cursing. judging people. complain. discipline bla bla bla. the battles ...we win some .. and of course we lose some.

but winning the war ..... is a whole new thing ...

its just how much you wanted to win .... it is always a losing battle.

that is .. if you incorporate the saying .... "if you can't beat em .. join em" ...

spend time with yourself and win those losing battles. you'd feel better.

what colour's your world?

what get you off?


morpheus - "ignorance is bliss"

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I have fucked up before but somehow it'll end up going my way. I try to see it in a different perspective and believe that i'll laugh about it in days time. I try not to let the situation get the best of me or drag me down mentally. All i know is that, only being dead will stop you from trying. So other than that, its just some minor set back.

What doesn't kill you only makes you stronger ... or it'll hold you in a state of depression and eventually you'll commit suicide and die a horrible death.

One thing i learn during my fuck up is that never underestimate one's stupidity. People are more stupid then you give them credit for. Or maybe i'm just naive. Either way, an ass serve 2 purpose as long as stupid people is concerned. to shit and to think.

Little pony won their first game today against j3. Good game. Lotsa heart. Its all good. Competing is the only way to know how good you are. Taking part in competition is fun and yet revealling. It let that tiger out of you. i was fouled out and was really in the mood to hurt people.

For the sake of sportmanship i tame that tiger.

Arsenal versus villareal. the semis. It gives you chills. If you support arsenal lah. Those who don't dig never understands. And i'm sick of trying to make them understand. Same goes to things that i don't dig.

Its this whole mawi thing la. People who is mystified by mawi will always find some way to justify that mawi is a great singer. While the other half believes mawi is just some lucky dude who won the people's hearts. Don't ever try to convince a mawi follower that mawi can't sing. It'll never end.

I don't care. Mawi is something. but he isn't something i'd cry over.

constant probation

ARsenal vs juventus again and this time arsenal lead 2-0. A place in the semi-final is very likely.

In other news..the pony lost on their first game against cocoro. but this sunday i hope i wont hold anything back. yes. basketball is fun. but sometime when you do something fun and you see some younger fella doin the same fun thing ... you feel really old i tell ya. i see 19 yr ol drummer and damn i feel really ol. i see 20 year ol kid shooting nothing but nets and i'm like ... maybe it has begun ... that damn phase ... i hate phase .... adjusting ... i can't call my self old just because some 20 year old is better than me and few strands of grey hair...... that's using my age to justify my weakness. i suck beacuse i don't train .....not because i'm old .. there! ...but come sunday .... i'm gonna go back in time and forget about everything and be that kid ... shit ... i think that line is from a movie or something .....

i think the happy people is the people that can adjust well and fast .... like a cripple .. they don't bitch about not having a limb but instead ... they just move on with their life .... most of us including yours truly .... complain ... about this and that ... if we can adjust ... we'll be happy ....

quoting mr red from shawshank redemption " .... hope is a dangerous thing ... "
and hoping for something .... is dangerous .... we hope for good things to come our way ... but hope often fail us ....

the good thing i believe is faith .... faith goes along way ....

principal .. is also good to have ...

what form do you take? what shape are you in ... whose mould are you in?

hummm .... speaking of hopE ....maybe i'll save enough money to buy a drumset .... maybe i'll find time to play basketball .... and maybe i'll find a whole lot of time to go travelling ....

the balance between money and time ..... finding that balance sucks you dry i tell you ....

everything is in balance .... just like my motorcycle .... as long as it is in motion ... it will keep its balance .....once it stops .... i need some sorta support to make sure i wont land on my face ...

wise poetry shit again .... damn ....i feel like a wannabe monk ... eh ... yoda ...or some other wise fella ...

all i'm saying is ... life is suppose to be in motion ... if not .... you'll never get that balance ....

work on the other hand is .. fun ... in a challenging psychology socially retarded sorta way ... climbing my way up the pyramid ...

i should sleep now ... if i want to catch the juve vs arsenal match ....

the constant things in my life ....