constant probation

ARsenal vs juventus again and this time arsenal lead 2-0. A place in the semi-final is very likely.

In other news..the pony lost on their first game against cocoro. but this sunday i hope i wont hold anything back. yes. basketball is fun. but sometime when you do something fun and you see some younger fella doin the same fun thing ... you feel really old i tell ya. i see 19 yr ol drummer and damn i feel really ol. i see 20 year ol kid shooting nothing but nets and i'm like ... maybe it has begun ... that damn phase ... i hate phase .... adjusting ... i can't call my self old just because some 20 year old is better than me and few strands of grey hair...... that's using my age to justify my weakness. i suck beacuse i don't train .....not because i'm old .. there! ...but come sunday .... i'm gonna go back in time and forget about everything and be that kid ... shit ... i think that line is from a movie or something .....

i think the happy people is the people that can adjust well and fast .... like a cripple .. they don't bitch about not having a limb but instead ... they just move on with their life .... most of us including yours truly .... complain ... about this and that ... if we can adjust ... we'll be happy ....

quoting mr red from shawshank redemption " .... hope is a dangerous thing ... "
and hoping for something .... is dangerous .... we hope for good things to come our way ... but hope often fail us ....

the good thing i believe is faith .... faith goes along way ....

principal .. is also good to have ...

what form do you take? what shape are you in ... whose mould are you in?

hummm .... speaking of hopE ....maybe i'll save enough money to buy a drumset .... maybe i'll find time to play basketball .... and maybe i'll find a whole lot of time to go travelling ....

the balance between money and time ..... finding that balance sucks you dry i tell you ....

everything is in balance .... just like my motorcycle .... as long as it is in motion ... it will keep its balance .....once it stops .... i need some sorta support to make sure i wont land on my face ...

wise poetry shit again .... damn ....i feel like a wannabe monk ... eh ... yoda ...or some other wise fella ...

all i'm saying is ... life is suppose to be in motion ... if not .... you'll never get that balance ....

work on the other hand is .. fun ... in a challenging psychology socially retarded sorta way ... climbing my way up the pyramid ...

i should sleep now ... if i want to catch the juve vs arsenal match ....

the constant things in my life ....