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i do think nothing is better than being behind a drumkit.

and it feels good sweating it out in a court full of your buddies.

visiting to a place you've never visitied.

accepting a challenge without knowing the consequences .

i hold so many things back, most people do. i know. i see potential in people. but they hold back too much. where there was suppose to be action, there was excuses. and i know i'm like that too. i know i could offer more, deserve more. you know you have some sort of standard. so do you live up to the standard?

i probably am lucky.

i thought giving your hundred percent was easy. but it's not. sometimes it is frustrating when all your concentration and focus go to waste. when all you did do not invite praises and all that matter was results. there is no rating for efforts.

if to enter a higher learning institute was rated on efforts, i think the majority of us would fail miserably.

i hate it when all the things that you do for something doesn't add up to the result. your best is shit when result is concerned. your hard work and everything is shit if the result is shit.

then why be a purist?

why go to an extend to please yourselves if the result was based on someone elses point of view?. why do we need to serve purpose when we are expected to serve only function?

i should just lay back and listen to what people want and try my best to give it to them. By anymeans that will fulfill their needs and requirement.

survival in malaysia today is easy. you just have to listen.... and talk when you should. and when you talk, you should attract. when you lie it is real. when you create it is original in people's mind.. when you work, it is only for the result. when you play you kill. all that matter is that dream. all that matter is you. all that you do now is for the future. and if you do not do according to your plan, the future is fucked up. i presume.