i'm in no mood to work ..

why should i ?

i'm getting married ...

and all the pre-maritial jokes are getting lame and anoying .. but i know they mean no harm ..

i feel as if there are some things .... still not completed yet ... but i don't know what ...

today i'm at home listening to mp3 .. and downloading ... which i ahven't done for a long while ...

now i feel

i love the way a song just kinda catches your immediate attention. don;t you?

it just struck you...and sends shivers all over your body .. and the whole time ....you tingle and blown away ...

then, for the rest of the day you are trying to figure out what was the title of the song?

crap .

carburetor dunk

can someone blog your opinions about this already! ...

damn it ..

come on !

we have perfected the art of losing

I'm getting married.

am i nervous ? hell yea.

life as i see it .. is a triathlon ..

its one discipline after another ...

its a long hard fought battle against youself and the elements .

it's a mental and physical test .

i love the triathlong tag line which sums it all up :-

Swim 2.4 miles. Bike 112 miles. Run 26.2 miles. Brag for the rest of your life!

haha .


we all want the same thing in LIFE... NO ONE is different ... people either do .. or give excuses ...

:)

so come on valliers !!!!!!!!

Some people follow their dreams, others hunt them down and beat them mercilessly into submission.

Violence guy

Its stupid and violent

A R S E N A L

arsenal are the best

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FARAH!

I live my life walking down this street
I meet the faces of the people I see
All the time I see your reflection

It's okay to feel alone
It's okay to be alone
All the time I see your reflection

Cause when I'm with you
It seems so easy

My best days are with you
They are so easy


Yeah, I don't like giving up
Cause giving up is easy
And I'll see you again
Just tell me where you'll meet me

When I'm with you
It seems so easy

My best days are with you
They are so easy

game o

if i were a spectator watching the game between valliers and prinze the other day i would bet all my possesions on valliers winning.

and i would be left with just a box to cover myself.

our players are bigger than big. we could've taken them any time any day. but not that day, not when it matter most. game day.

i've watch this movie the other day. this guy was boxing and he lost. he trained day and night buthe still lost. even so, he was still a hero because of what he's become. a fighter with heart.

Our lost wasn't like that. The signs are there. We deserved to lose. but its time like these man with cojones are made of.

its just a basketball game. but hey, are YOU that passionate and proud about something you do?

but shit, shebby now pundits basketball.... giving all this wise tips.

your observations are cute dude.

it seems like you like to talk about other people fucking up than proving your worth on the court. kauchowa .. lai aaa .. tiew ya makahai .... aaaaaaaa'aaaaaaaaaa.

valliers will show this mysterious pundit / masturbater a few things about basketball ...

if the dude is godfather of basketball himself .. i will delete this post instantly!

Track A

33 min

Track A

Track A : Sri Serdang 5.4KM

Duration : 38 min 51 sec

Normal

in arsene we trust

the Professor.

i trust him to bring glory back to ashburton grove.

he's spending this summer. and he would always buy the coolest players.

and those players would one day become rotten and turned to become traitors.

money.

Like no other

50% of the guys here are gone.

but we did had fun.

purpose

it should mean something .... your LIFE should mean something.

the air up there

there were suggestions from the KKS committee that we should again visit Cameron for the 1000th time. Cameron highland i should say is a perfect get away to chill. but i don't know i f i would have the time to join the trip. I'm getting hitched pretty soon so i got priorities that needed sorting out. WNR [righty pic]always got us there. WPR also manage to got us up there once.

again, i regret for not taking pics during our deliberate lost at irau.

Wonder how our faces would look like.

certainly not like that of wafi looking happy and as albino as he can be.

boy, all those yesterdays ...

we look good.

sri serdang selangor

i was thinking about going digital
but i like the feel of waiting for the film to be developed. at least ONE picture would say it all. A picture that would conclude, summarizes the whole feel of the experience.

FArah already have a sony cybershot and i recently just bough another 35mm underwater camera so i don't think i'm going digital any time soon.

above are on of the the first ever shots using the pre-installed 35mm lomo film.

you guys are way cool

i was lucky enough to have attended the PAC at INTengah last week ..

and there were exactly 133 people there ... i've met both number 1 and number 133 .. so that was pretty cool ..

"it's time to lose and to pretend" [kurt cobain]

the thing is ... people do things to impress and for me its no exception .. i was concentrating so much on impressing that it made me nervous ... shit ... i thought ... i should really enjoy this shit ... and pretend to be a happy go lucky guy who's not afraid to take on the world .. not afraid to speak his mind ... what a bunch of BS .. beautiful BS ...

the experience came easy as most of the people there were so friendly ... i think its due to the fact that we all are striving for the same thing ... it was like school all over again ... it was cool .

and to be a super confident dude was never easy ... but most guys were ....

all those that i've met and talked to were honest cool people ... it was funny and at the same time sickening to see so much friendliness in one place ... most of my days are just with normal people ..with different agendas ....and some time even obnoxious sarcastic people who feel they're buddha on top of a mountain ..

what was there to be seen was the fact that people will do things .. things out of the ordinary to get what they want ... even if it means trying something new or just facing your fear ..

antisocial, suicidal, popular .. liberated .. unique? .. cool honest creative ? .

who the fuck do you think you are?

we're here to label you .. to judge and to critic ...not you .

i think there's a name for that .. social mirror i think ... the mirror reflects ... on ...who you think you are based on people's perception and experience ... but who you are is actually what you do in a given situation ..

it's hard to impress if you have absolutely no skill, knowledge or desire .. if you're as dry as dry ice ..

if you are blessed with some special things that people don't have ...it's better ..

....it's good to have something you're proud of ..but ... don't make it a habit of hoping people to compliment you all the time ...

sometime people don't compliment you because they don't want you to have that satisfaction ...

speaking of awkward dysfunctional relationship with people .. some people should stop being paranoid ... opinions don't kill .. it's ok to fail .. it's good to try ... it's ok to be different but at the same time standardazation is effective ...

it was a good outing and one experience i will rank as one the best i've ever experienced ...

just did it

I think my blog would be better off with pictures ... pictures speak a thousand words ... who cares .

but most bloggers did put pictures and i think its super cool ..

i think the gap between me and cyberspace is widening ..

more and more ultra hip and latest trendy cyberspace things are evading me ...

fuck that notion ... who gives a fuck about cyberspace ...

we need to live .... live ... experience ...

again and again .... i repeat ..

let's go travel .

iron man

go watch iron man ..

robert downey jr did a prety good job ...

minyak nyiur

for some unknown reason .. i've decided not to bring my camera for this trip ...to perhentian ...
and it was a move that cost me a record of probably one of the best teambuilding package experience i have ever had ...thanks to xdi & aimi SLR .. it wasn't a total loss ...

to find out more visit KKS page .. but i would like to summarize the things that i personally picked up during the trip that i think is pretty ... cool .. and unique

1. kampung nelayan
2. jumping off jetty .. with local kids with flippers chanting "tanduk lembu" .. what the hell?
3. BBQ with kick ass budu
5. sleeping under the stars .. and it rained ...
6. being ignorant to the fact that the sun can burn you .. and it did ...
7. trekking ..
8. nasik dagang
9. wau
10. kids playing football
11. the crystal clear sea
12. nizo and wafi swam with out life jackets . . . respect both of you brader ...
13. kaftan
14. underwater camera that i bought
15. snorkeling in the sea
16. asshole snorkle bro
17. and some other shit that i can probably remember if i have PICTURES ..



i'm a tourist in my own country ...