kids rule

arsenal ... with 6 youngsters barely 18 ... whipped liverfool at anfield .... 6 goals to 3 ... liverpussies fileded their top guns ... but there were no threat as a young arsenal team comfortably whooped loserpool...

and today ..... arsenal whopped blackburn away form home with 10 man ....

what can i say .... these team deserves to be whooped ...

i've been dreaming in colour

hehehe

the pushful showcase rock man .... hahaha .... the kids are crazy and wild la...

anyway .. it was fun .. i ended up with a lesion on my neck whick look a bit like a love byte. but i haven't seen it yet as of now.

it happened when this punk was trying to bodysurf. So he climbed my back a few times but failed. and he left me with a fucking lesion that hurt like a motherfucker.

why don't you come up to me and ask" bang, support saya bang" i'll be glad to... man. and all this kicking gotta to stop ... it hurts man.

i didn't know dda was performing or i'd been there earlier. it was traffic jam in kl. so it was a little slow. dda .. macam iris ... with all that screaming and space sounds ... noise ... it was "isis"ish ..

but it was so cool .. that iranian dude with his jaguar fender .... and multieffect ... god damn it man .... the sounds were awesome ...

next up aru and his buddies ... republic of brikfileds ... another reggae band ... aru looks as if he's a new man ... a preacher with dreadlocks .... i dunno if he really turned over a new leaf .. or if he was just fucking with us ...

i can not listen to reggae .. i'd put me to sleep i tell you ... maybe reggae sounds good if i'm on drugs or on an island ....

oag was up next .. and .. since it's the last band b4 butter i decided to join the already packed dance floor filled with kids hyped up and waiting for OAG ....

seriously i don't memorize all their songs but i do remember the chorus ... and since they were playing ol skool stuff .. i manage to follow ... the last song was 60s tv ... its a must .... and before the song ended i bodysurfed and it was great .. :)

after oag ....butter performed ... it was great .. when loque started playing this little solo during the start of ruin by the selling out .. i was banging my head waiting for the distortion part ... after that all i remember was .... i'm on top of people again ...

now suddenly my wrist is starting to hurt ...

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7/1/07

the butter and frens gig was held yesterday .. it was good. the sound was good. almost perfect. maybe since it was held at zouk and sponsored by many. especial bimbit.com. wtf? never heard of bimbit. maybe they are starting to mark their presence by sponsoring the gig.

i wonder who won the voting thingy.

anyway ... the gig went rather well ... except for the sheer coldness. it was freezing inside. i didn't even shed a sweat.

18sgg was first to perform ... i was late and they were performing. didn't hear much .. can't concentrate on the songs their playing.

next up was prana ... well .. i'm not a fan of reggae and their song was almost all the same to me .. was amazed by thier bassist who i think had pretty flexible fingers .. and fast i might add ...

their lead vocalist was ha tau. ha tau meant rock on in phillipines ...

even if he punk'd us .. we'll never know ...

scts was on after prana ... and the first song was enough to get my attention ... it was renaldo moon.... it was so .. good ... and i also like drones ... the rest was allright ... oh yeah .. i only learned the title of the songs courtesy of jasmine ...tq 4 da mp3 ...

scts were tight like anna kournikova's spandex .. good band ... very good ...

their singer also told a very amusing story before playing this one song ... it was about how he lost his backpack in the mountains and how he lost his identity or some shit like that ... anyway ... its good to see the band trying to be a little friendly towards the crowd ... being personal and shit ..good try ,.. it only manage to get the two bozo hosts from fly.fm to make fun of the story by telling their own losing an identity story ,,,

lmb was next ... i started to venture into the crowd / moshpit by the time freefall was on .... butter is next anyway and i wanted to get a good view of them ... and my back was limiting my action .. so i just push oncoming bodies ... head bang a little .. i pushed bosol who was also there in the crowd... so he also got involved into the kicking and pushing ... it was fun ...

anyway .. their new songs ... like prana ....was almost all the same .. i only recognize hollywood holiday and this other song since i heard it so many time .. live lah ... sharul was a true rockstar ... wing meng .... really put on a good show ... even tho it was very emo ... i didn't start crying or anything ...

you know a band did well in a gig when you can remeber what the band did.. sang...performed ...the next day ...

and i always remember a butterfingers performance ...

loque really looks like shit ... he looks like he lost a lot of money and became an alcoholic ... his beard was wild and out of control ... he was covered in cellulite ... but there was no questioning his rocking that night ...

emmet on the other hand... was the opposite ... he was charming and clean cut... ... and he bodysurfed that night ... emmet is a big boy i tell you .... he's heavy ... both of emet and loq combined after two years missing ...and they were awesome ... singging along with them was great ...

kadak maintained his chubby figure ... he was quiet ... but still rock ...

loko ... man .. was he loco .. he whacked the drums and cymbals silly ... he beat them to death ... ... during 1.2mg kalai was playing and i wonder if loko could be as good as him playing old butter songs ... and loko proved to be as good as kalai.... if not ....better ...

can't wait for next week .. i was hoping they play some selamat tinggal dunia songs ... but .. its allright ... they still rock ...

...... new bands these days .. cannot perform .. some have good songs ... but cannot perform .. ..some can perform but can only use their instruments to produce cow shit ...

its the combination of the two i think ... and i hope all the bands out there to .. grow up .. be a rockstar ... ... i know you got talent but you don't have to be a prick about it ... this underground thing got to stop .. what underground? are you freeing slaves or something .. making changes ? .. have some political issues that you need to sort out with the govt ... fuck that ... we all have issues with the govt ...

all i'm saying is .. it's all about the music ... nothing more ... and if some other thing got in the way of that ... i can bet you there would be more one buck short and pop shuvass t shirt worn by cool kids than good bands making a name for themselves and performing their stuff ....

wishlist

some magnificent shit eh mt kinabalu ...

i want to visit and experience ..

1. mt kinabalu / sabah
2. phuket / thailand
3. bali / indonesia

at least ... damn it ..

get me a passport first .... visit s'pore ... eventho i know it;s just another urban jungle ... and then go visit them places ..

backpacking? ... of course .

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maybe a digital camera won't hurt ... since lomo is quite costly ... hahaha

but i'll print the pics ... and put them in a cute lil album with a red ribbon on it's cover ...

maybe i'll plan for a year ... and then ... i'll be prepared ...

2008 probably ..

anyone?

a r s e n a l ..

wat's up wit their form man .. wenger gotta get some consistency goin ... or he can kiss the champ league bye bye..

self titled

2007 ....

resolutions anyone?

i haven't been writing much ... but i am still very much involved in blogging .. reading them at least /...

i've comitted to something .. a car ...

you've gotta commit to step up a level ...

i would not call it a burden .. but a responsibility ....

the more responsibility you undertake ... successfully .... you're more complete...

it's a learning process ... it's easy ... sometimes ... and most of the time ... you learn ...



money ... like air ... is' something that we all breath ...we can not live with out it ...un-like air ... money doesn't come free ...

but .. i'm balancing between buying stuff .. and buying .. experience ... .. stuff .. things ... can only fulfill my requirement to live ... it can not ... improve the quality of my life ...

you can listen to music .. but making music is a whole new thing ... the experience ... it's a whole new feeling ...

same goes for sport .. watching sport .. and playing them is a different thing altogether ...

... all the things money can buy ... all the experience money can't buy ...

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hello

--------------movies

recent movie goers would agree that movies are getting better ... even malay made movie is showing signs of improvement ..

i'm talking about the departed .. i like gangsta shoot em up movies ... since there's no bullshit ... they shoot to kill ... i think most villains fail since they talk too much before executing a hero ... why use a time bomb .. or lock them up in a tank full of water ... the hero would escape eventually ...


anyway ... malay made movie? ... good? .... the first thing i said to myself was .. this is crash .. different theme .. same style ... the very least it is inspired by crash ...

crash however ..revolves around human emotions ..and fear ... and let questions just be ....

but love ... will always make people tingle ...you can never escape from love ... even when you don't admit it ..

you'd feel empty if you're not in love .. or something .. someone told me ... i dunno ...

cinta however .. got this happy ending .. which i think is very nice .... i could cry ... but i didn't ...

------------------------cameron

i'm going to cameron highland .... not to chill .. but this time .. to conquer irau .. it's a beginner mountain kadir said ... beginner or not .. i can't wait ... to climb up and be united with nature ...

-----------------------wedding

my brother got married last weekend .. it was ok ... so many people .. i can't recognize 1/3 of the poeple there ...

---------------------moving on

the only direction i plan to go is forward ... the weight i'm carrying is responsibility ... the things i love to do is routine ... my actions are calculated risks ...and i deserve ... the consequences ...

:)

i do think nothing is better than being behind a drumkit.

and it feels good sweating it out in a court full of your buddies.

visiting to a place you've never visitied.

accepting a challenge without knowing the consequences .

i hold so many things back, most people do. i know. i see potential in people. but they hold back too much. where there was suppose to be action, there was excuses. and i know i'm like that too. i know i could offer more, deserve more. you know you have some sort of standard. so do you live up to the standard?

i probably am lucky.

i thought giving your hundred percent was easy. but it's not. sometimes it is frustrating when all your concentration and focus go to waste. when all you did do not invite praises and all that matter was results. there is no rating for efforts.

if to enter a higher learning institute was rated on efforts, i think the majority of us would fail miserably.

i hate it when all the things that you do for something doesn't add up to the result. your best is shit when result is concerned. your hard work and everything is shit if the result is shit.

then why be a purist?

why go to an extend to please yourselves if the result was based on someone elses point of view?. why do we need to serve purpose when we are expected to serve only function?

i should just lay back and listen to what people want and try my best to give it to them. By anymeans that will fulfill their needs and requirement.

survival in malaysia today is easy. you just have to listen.... and talk when you should. and when you talk, you should attract. when you lie it is real. when you create it is original in people's mind.. when you work, it is only for the result. when you play you kill. all that matter is that dream. all that matter is you. all that you do now is for the future. and if you do not do according to your plan, the future is fucked up. i presume.

6 degrees of separation

selamat hari raya

special? you know it.

i saw an old friend of mine. and i'm glad i met him. i need to see old faces to remind me of who i was ...

this hari raya just proves that i can never be satisfied with just one thing. not shoes or shirts or designer pants. but the things i need. i always think that if i have everything that i need. i 'm done .. i'm the happiest dude alive... but .. there is always a need for something ... man ..it will never end ..the wishlist keeps growing ...

seriously ..... i didn't see this hari raya coming ... life now is time consuming ...

maybe i'm like that ... overlooking the things that suppose to matter ... i think most people share this same quality ...

is it fair
a little girl with super straight hair
is it fair
for a kid to just sit there and stare

there was never a word
escaped from his mouth
he was not in the mood to show emotion
constant face was his only expression

if i was in his place
would i venture more?
just for a taste
but afraid it could never be like before

if body could act according to will
this limbs would never stay still
only if you ask, then i will
but it's always too late, by then i'm killed

selamat hari raya

se lamat hari raya

waiting for the world

The hari raya is not so far away now .. and i still haven't paid the zakat. ... i saw the zakat counter once and felt promted for a visit but .. somehow ...i didn't ...

anyway ... i need a new watch .... my watch's second hand has fallen off while i was in penang ... i was surprised since ... i didn't drop the thing ... or .. maybe i failed to remember that i did. ..

fond+s apparel recently launched their debut shirt ... and ... hahaha ... it was ok .. but some shareholders beg to differ ..

failing to prepare , is preparing to fail ..

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i just saw the preview for the new WTC movie ... nick cage is starring in that one .. i'm totally gonna go and catch that movie ..

i'm going to penang 4 3 days ... it seems like my plant is gonna produce sony's latest mp3 player .. the one with the cool display .. the one i have to be exact ...and i have to be there to study a bit ... the process and shit ..

maxis 3g blows ... i subscribed to the epl goal alert .. and there was no alert ... i got ripped off ...
but the 3rd generation is cathing on .. and i believe SMS will be the thing of the past ... screw SMS ... voice call also ...

maybe in 4 years ...

it's ramadhan and i'm not that religious but ... i do what i can ...

u should 2

look out kid

people and the things they say .. the person they wish to become .... it's all BS

you can say .. but you cannot become ... why bother lying to yourself in the first place ...

4 a kid .. the phrase "you can be all you want" is always true ...

when you get older .. you realize you can't win .. you realize there is no free lunch ... you just grab what you have and go on with it ...

a kid .. walks on clouds .... lighter than air ... smiles brighter then the sun .....

people i think ... .. tries to act their age ... but the fact is .. .. you can always look your age ... but you cannot act your age ...

you become older AND WISER? nope .... experience and judgements make you wiser .. not rm35k worth of education ...

i see an older person and i go ... " can he really maintain this kind of enthusiasm?"... there are a lot on our mind .... but happiness still eludes us ...

to those still dreaming about going somewhere .. being someone ... doing something .. just do it ...

don't let age .. hold you back .. because it will ... and one day you'll sit down with your friend wishing what should've been ... what has been ...

i'm repeating ...

bored

i'm not that hungry .. but i'm bored ..

maybe i'll go to mines this afternoon and buy me boxers

it's ramadhan!

it's fasting month ... my first ramadhan on the job .. it's tiring .. and i'm sleepy all the time ...
.

... initiation by atdi right now ..

and .. i know some of the things i've not done .. i should have initiate ...

regrets? ...

my convocation was ok. It's not over until your convo.

thanks farah for the flowers. i've never had anyone giving me flower b4. it was nice.



anyhow. friends are growing up being somebody and getting married. with fast cars and some even manage to save enough to go to haji. so what about me?

i'm still not quite there yet. i'm still ... the same as i was years ago.

and some things are hard to get over. the things you love to do? your pals? but sacrifices are made easy when you have no choice but to trade all the shit for the sake of ur future.

believe. realize. commit.

ashley cole is quitting the gunners ... arsenal traded him for gallas .... well fuck you ashley cole ..
welcoming baptista .. the versatile attacker .. a trade for reyes ... reyes a flop anwyay ...

2 meg pix

bought a v3x recently .. am happy bout the camera mode ..normal shot .. the mountain icon .. what do you call it?

macro shot .. the flower icon ..
the 3 musketeers ..

and a flip phone is to die for ..
haven't fully explore the motorola software tool .. and my simcard needs upgrading ..

i really think that arsenal can do better than the last time they played .... gunned down ... fuck that shit ...