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it's been raining almost everyday and it made me wonder if it would rain .... when umm ... i ride my motorcycle back home next week. 300 fucking kilomteres on a motorcycle. its gonna be a back breaker for sure.

nothing's been happening much. i'm still doing brainless activity. playing games, watching movies.... just stuff. boring stuff actually.

started on my resume but there are still some blanks to be filled. not that enthusiastic about work. i was really looking forward to further my studies but my CPA is really fucked so........ i guess....my chances of being accepted is close to ZERO....which leaves me no option but to take my chances looking for work. but hell, i'm not giving up on the futher studying shit. i'm gonna beg if i have to.

about the looking for work thing.... i'm just gonna try and enjoy going to interviews (if i get any). i;m under contract which in it state that i must work for the governemtn for 7 years and finish doing my master of education degree. so i got nothing to lose but knowledge, experience and money.

if i do get a job i'm gonna work hard and earn some money. i owe it to my parents and my self.

desperate housewives is getting more and more exciting. more suspense.

i'm gonna 'apply' for my driving license when i get back. to those who still doesn't have a legitimate driving license can come and join me. stop being a vigilante (?). drive legally.

so this is it.

it only gets weirder and weirder. to me, life don't get harder.... it gets weirder. it gets wilder. as you grow ... you would like to think that our mind would grow as well but some people become more fucked up as they're growing up. their way of thinking is not those of a grown up. sometimes they can't even find the rational in things. they get more selfish that's for sure. more greedy perhaps. more obsessive. the desire to quench their thirst for attention is multiplied. winning is more important than having fun, bla bla bla.

there are some things that i have to start getting use to because the world is full of weirdos. i might as well be one. but that's just me. what do i know. i'm losing rational my self. i guess 2 weeks of doing nothing gives you that effect.

so as far as today, i came up with the ingredients that make up an adult.

1. work
2.money
3.car
4.tons of responsibility
5.loved ones (wife etc)
6. faith

but i really would like to put buying a drum set after 2. or put further my fucking studies before 1. or visit an island somewhere near nepal and snap load of pictures between 3 and 4. however...... basically..... if you don't have them, its allright.

enthusiastic about being an adult?. adultery. why do they call it adultery? only adult commits adultery. adult entertainment. why do they call it adult entertainment? because only adult entertaint themselves that way (?). being an adult is over rated.

its the same song all over again.

ah shut the fuck up ... grow up. get a job. grow a moustache. buy a neck tie and start sending out your resume because they're not waiting for you to grow up.

on a completely different topic ............................ mosquitos are such mother fuckers.

ah fuck! these mosquitos are having a fucking feast. why the fuck do they love my legs god damn it. ah shit! don't they have other people to bite. other blood to taste? i'm fucking thin. i need all the blood i have.haha ..yeah motehrfucker.... i got one. hahha.. you blood sucking piece of shit. .

i can't take this anymore. i'm outta here.

harry smokin potter

finally the exam result are out and i passed , and after that farah and me went for harry potter, damn good movie, its out of this world. and the trailer king kong also got me all excited, can't wait to watch that god damned big furry monkey fighting with dinosours and destroying light aircraft while clinmging to the empire state building.

till later,

anyone

anyone got time and money? let's just fucking go, ok?

let's

i wanna see that thin line where the sky and the sea meet
i'd be there standing on my own two feet
and say "this is all worth it" and glee
for i am having an affair with the sea

i want to see the sand, the greens
i want to hear the wave scream
salt my body like i need some cream
forget about all those wannabe pimps
i'd include you in my dream

i'd put image on paper
i'd constantly wipe my tear
i'd pay with money
i would need some company
whoever it'll be
we're gonna see
we're gonna have
an affair with the sea

join me
waste yourselves
be ignorant while you can
be still
and hope that it's bliss you feel
because that's what you get
by having an affair with the sea

blood in blood out

An epic story of three brothers. Bound by blood. Divided by fate. Driven by destiny.

This movie depicts the gang wars in Californian jails during the 1980s. The half-brothers Paco and Cruz grow up together with their cousin Miklo in one of the lesser districts of L.A. When Miklo more or less accidentally kills another guy in a gang fight, he has to go to jail in St. Quentin, where he soon starts a career in a drug connection. Meanwhile Paco joins the police and returns to the district as a determined officer in the vice squad. When Miklo is released on probation after 9 years, but keeps working for his gang, he soon clashes with Paco.

love actually is all around

Love actually

UK romantic flick.

funny exorcists

www.theexorcismofemilyrose.com

this is one scary movie with scary special effects but with funny storyline.

the end

cannot log on to the world wide web becoz my pc is experiencing some network problem. i don't know what.

i'm through with studying, for now at least. don't have to worry about pointers no more coz i don't think my CPA would slump to 1.5.

anyway, now i'm in limbo. it feels quite cool. not having to wake up knowing you have stuff to do.
i'm spending my day watching movies and just hanging out with friends and loved one. so it's quite allright.

sorry min becoz i cannot make it to your open house. why don't you open table next time eh. same kan?

e a t

selamat hari raya ... its the 3rd day .. and i have had enough of ketupat , lemang etc... yesterday watched only the first 30 minutes of PGL ... kinda interesting.... must find vcd ... the night before ... Pukianak-sundal-harum-lancau ... that movie hurt my feelings ... even my 6 yr old cousin laugh at the movie man ...

no angpaw for grown-ups. children dun need money arrr .. why should give to lil kids. they're gonna spend it on ding dang or some stupid lil kid things. better give to grown up so can waste on cigaret or snuker.

i haven't started my revision yet. regret ever bringing heavy books/notes home. i know that i won't get anything done if i take them home. but i said " yes, do it u can" with the yoda voice. but astro spoil my plan arr... i blame everything on astro ...

i was sick during the 1st hari raya. wanna puke man. stinging headache. fuken weak man. cannot wake up and do stuff. just went for the hari raya prayer and then sleep till afternoon. damn antibiotic wear off and my antibodi cannot cope on their own.. . shit. nausea. my throat hurt when i eat and when i swallow my spit.

negeri sembilan has many mosquito i tell you...even during daylight... all want to taste my blood..the mosquito i tell you.... are having a party on my body i tell you. they kept attacking me without mercy...

but everyone looks good man ... they said i look thinner ... and my eyes look like those from a sick person. do i look that skinny? i dun do drugs man .. i hope they believe me ...

fire crackers are fun man .... ... very fun to play ... i blew up some bad mangoes man ... they stink like shit i tell u...haha ... very dangerous man ....

but i love hari raya man ... stay home also fun what ....