me ...think? .. how?

wow ... went to bangsar today ... wow i feel really hip ...and radhi khalid was there ... the bangla from spana jaya ... wow ... ok now... i feel stupid ...

i hope whatever kadir and the gang is up to ... the mega project that would cost billions of dollars ...would go well .... i think it will go well .... they are experts at what they do .... by the way ... kadir's new kicks, the L23 really kick serious ass .... it cost 4++ ... some of the material on it is KEvlar .... yes ... the thing you would definitely buy when playing counterstrike ... unless u can dodge bullets ...

my brother called today and he's settled in ... and friends are always eager to see the sensitive side to this really violent heart ... sorry .... guys ... if you want me to cry ..buy me the L23 kicks ... i'll definitely drain my eyes out for you ....

so school is coming pretty fast .... i'm enjoying every moment i have with my beloved astro and free internet ...and food ... playing all the basketball i can ... jamming ... erm ... that one got to wait ...

so hopefully i can ride thorugh this semester without me having to think that much ... about money and time and shits ... i just want to go to class and take all the tests and quizzes and pass the exam with at least an A .. hahaha ....

i hope bosol made up his mind on when he would go back to pt raja ...he said most probably wednesday night .... indiana jones temple of the doom blows .... i can't watch it any further ... its too dumb .... lara croft's ass interest me right now ... the game that is ...



watched american beauty .... everytime its on .. i can't help but to finish watching it ... its a great movie .... ... it shows that people can hide their sorrows and it will build up and blow up....can never be happy with what they have .... and people are cowards who only do things because they have to regardless of how they feel towards it just to please people around them .... freaks are no different than us .. the only difference between us and them is that we can hide our freaky attributes from showing but they can't .... and the sooner you realize you're normal and typical like every one else the sooner you'll grow up .... you don't need to justify you are different ... no one is really .... everyone is insecure .... and love ... is hard to resist ...

reality bites ? .. seen that movie ? ,,, cool huh .. ethan 'sizzling hot' hawke really nailed his character .... (i'm not gay ... he is hot .. and you know it) .... its also about life sort of ... i like it ...there's a lot of people who thinks they are "Mr. look at me I'm Buddha on the mountain top" where everything is so easy to laugh at from a safe distance ... i kinda quote ben stiller on that ...
sometime i feel like that .... sometime i think some people are not qualified to talk to me or i'm not qualified or good enough to talk to them .... don't you feel like that sometime? it sucks i know.... ....and you don't want to think or fell that way .... and when you start to talk ... it's really either you are pleasing them or the other way around .....

well enough life wisdom mummblegumbala crap choohababa shit. . fuck that .. i'm sleeping ...