a bullet always tell the truth

this week seems like forever,

i woke up late today, i set the alarm on my nokia to sound at 7.30 am. and the alarm failed me or maybe nokia's alarm just don't cut it anymore. i use to own an ericsson C3PO or R2D2 i forgot what model number was but it looked like a freaking frog the size of my palm. its the grey one. it has a flip. i always thought a handphone should have flips since mulder of the x-files got a flip phone. and i thought it was so cool. anyway, ... the alarm on that thing is so annoying. i would wake up instantly after the sound enters my ear drums and sends a signal to my brain which translates "wake up you fool, hear this sound and wake up!". i love that phone. but now the phone is ancient history. its broken now. and it lays peacefully in my drawer, silent.

i wanted to study because i got a test on thursday. but i just managed to cover a chapter before i went on and continue my quest for european glory. and today my team got promoted to division 1. and i bought nakata and sinji ono and some other players. fuck. there goes 3 hours of my study time. and later, i continued studying and then some other stuff came up and later i went for my routine afternoon football.

at night i picked up where i've left off. before that i had dinner and my pals and i chatted about football, my hair and about the government 5 working days. then this fren of mine brought a DVD called man on fire. i thought it was some dumb movie coz i've never heard of it. but the cover of the dvd has denzel's face on it. denzel washington that is. but how about my exam on thursday? fuck that. i went on and join few others of my pals to watch the movie. it was a cool movie. way cool. its about an assasin, a retired assasin working as a bodyguard. his job was to protect a lil kid named pita ramos played by dakota fanning which by the way is a female version of haley joel osment.ayway... she got kidnapped by a sindicate. the syndicate is an organized syndicate which has corrupts police and mexican killers and shit. just like GTA. then the syndicate asked for ransom money which his dad agreed to. but then somehow the deal got fucked and the kidnapper killed the kid.denzel thought the kid died so he went on and took revenge on the ones who did it. the girl wasn't dead yet. so when denzel got the boss's family by the barrel of his shotgun , he negotiated to trade the life of the brother of the boss and his life for the lil girls life. and later she was back in her mother's arm again. denzel died in the end coz he was shot earlier during his attempt to kill the bosses family. quote of the movie "may god be with your child".

after the movie i went out and had a late night supper. after the meal i just have to study since i've wasted today on things i could do later. then i felt like i'm heavily sedated and so fucking drowsy. so i went on and started typing this post while listening to john mayer's daughters repeatedly. the song is so freaking soothing. so mothers be good to your daughter.

guess i better stop typing and start reading and start repeating daughters again.