Tuesday, June 28, 2005

soldjer

i'm at home .. bored as usual ... tomorrow gonna play futsal and blow someone's penis out ....

its been a while since i hang around at maulana for like more than 3 hours .... i think they put drugs in the drinks so we would keep coming back and stay there for a long period of time ...

anyway .. sungai congkak was great .. eventhough i'm not a fan of 'sungai' i must say, sg congkak was kinda cool actually .... i didn't go nuts but some did .. and it was kinda funny .... erin kinda tied alin's limbs to a tree and put some charcoal on alin's face ....and fauxa was sweating like shit while walking to zon 7 and claimed he saw a figure or somekind .... and ...he also got scared when what he thought was a pacat .. (leech eh?) ... was actually a dead leave or something .... that cracks me up . ..... it was tiring man ....maybe its because of the lack of sleep .... probably ...

so its back to business today ... no business actually ... just watching some tv .... and trying out my new shoes at the court ... oh yeah .. i bought new shoes ...a pair of Aspic's.. i bought them at alamanda putrajaya on friday .. before i jammed that night and later went to sg congkak ... alamanda is nice .... its beautiful .. anyway .... my shoes .. i searched on yahoo for aspics website or something and they didn't have one ... damn .. the shoes cost only 16 bucks .... and it looks great ... on my feet lah at least ...

boring .. maybe tomorrow i'll head on to mines with arip or play adli's new XBoX ...damn dude ...

Saturday, June 25, 2005

zzzz

san antonio won the NBA finals ... great game .... detroit just kept turning the ball over and rasheed has too many fouls and that limits his playing time ... so without rasheed wallace, detroit was forced to play with the guards which makes the team small in physique... and they just can't keep up with tim duncan, obi wan ginobili and tony parker ....


guess i won't be doin anything in the morning after this since the NBA finals is over ....

and umm .... i watched indiana jones raiders of the lost ark and indiana joens and the last crusade ... the last crusade is so cool .... i wanted to go ahead and just finish temple of doom but .. .. it was kinda slow ... and boring ... spielberg is a cinematic genius .... waiting for the war of the worlds .... the CG will be mind blowing for sure...

last nite ... went to erm .. mini gig in a studio ... it was great ... the bands are really good ... i really enjoyed it ... it was okay ...

erm ... tonight probably... going to sungai congkak to do some barbecueiing ....its not exactly camping ... i don't know ... probably going there after jamming .... whatever ...

Thursday, June 23, 2005

how much does life weight?

yeah ... detroit won game 6 .. so there would be game 7 to determine the champs for this year NBA finals ....and i watched the game ... yeah to me ...

and after the game i slept again ....and when i wake up i ate in front of the idiot's box(as abby would say it).. there's this movie titled true colours about best pals stabbing each other in the back and the corrupt world of politics ....it stars john cusack ... he's gud lukin when he's young .. kinda hot .... what a gay thing to say .... after that off to basketball ... and maybe i'll be playing the MB cup ... maybe .... arip got me thinkin a while .....about the past under achievements ...and over expectations ... losing is bad ... but what's even worse is when u lose and you don't have fun losing ...

farah's off to sabah today ... ... she's gonna climb kinabalu ... take some snapshots ok ...and gud luck conquering the highest mountain in SEA ...

erm.. i had a chat with my fromer guitarist whom i played with back at parit raja ... now we 're kinda already splitted up .. he wanna start a band again ...that's kinda funny ... and weird

so today suck ...

now brasil vs japan ....

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

she said po-tay-toe.. he said potah-toe ... i said pota-"shut the hell up i don't care"-toe

i was absolutely non-productive today ....

didn't even do much at the bball court today ... god damn it .... no one care about playing anymore.... so i was there and a few other guys and we were just shooting around and chatting ...and i didn't even drop a sweat ....

at night .. even though it was kinda short noticed .....i jammed ... i knew about it around 9.40 when erin and min dropped by and told me about it .. .we were suppose to jam at 10... but its not like i have a fish tank to clean or i have to do anything ....

so we jammed .. and there's a new guy .. palying bass .... maybe to replace our current bassist which got to sort out some personal things ..... and ... he rock .. we rock ... and ... suddenly .. half way through.... i kinda broke jasmine's drumstick .. .. and i put on my "i' m so fucking sorry" face ... and she was kinda stunned ... i don't know how she felt .... haha... but its been a while since i've broken a drumstick .... i think its been ... like 4-5 months ... gotta get me my own pair of sticks .. or maybe i'll just use the genital drumstick ...

and i was told that xdi is curretnly on a high paying job ... he's like doin a 3 month probation thing and then probably the money will start to roll ...

oh .. damn it ... when will it be me .. doin work . and getting paid ... and buying stuff i wanted .... not just the stuff i actually need ..

arghh ... i wanted japan to lose .... against brazil ... hahah .... hopefully ... i want to get up early and watch game 6 of the NBA finals ..... arghh ... i must ... it could be the last game since spurs is leading the best of seven series by 3 game to 2 .....

damn ....i'm a fucking couch potato who only gets up to shoot hoops and jam ... so i'm a healthy couch potato ... cool ...

maybe the band will get goin again .... maybe not ... but i still would like to break some more sticks in the distant future ....

Monday, June 20, 2005

my mines

yesterday went to mines .. everyone left for sungai congkak ... min got some beef to sort out with erin ... we as men always make that stupid mistakes when it comes to timing our outing with frens and shit ... .. unless you got this really "perfect understanding partner" which i don't think exist ...then there wont be no beef between no one ... i shouldn't be writing this .... but i've been experiencing the same ol thing ... i think it's a world wide problem for men ....heh ...

anyway ,,, we went to mines ... and it was raining so we were stuck there ... with little money ...so that kinda suck ... and umm ... min treat us with those little chochotop shit ice cream that tastes a bit like graceland ...it was good. ..thanks min ....maybe next time we can have those mc flurry thingy.... and um .. nixam bought this really hip soda .... the can was transparent .. maybe i was not up to date like some of u hip people so i was like a jakun . .... just browsing and just looking at stuff that i couldn't possibbly afford in the near future ...

batman is out ... wanna watch that ... but i dont think its gonna be anything .... well i've been wrong about lotsa stuff ... i just have to wait and see ... speaking of batman ... me and nixam swithed on our retard mode and have our pics taken with batman ... actually it was just the promo board ... so when we switch back to normal mode we felt like retards .... maybe min will post the pic .. i dunno ....

missed game5 of the NBA finals . coz i over slept ... due to the confidertaions cup match which mexico won over brazil ..1 - 0 .... spurs won the nab game btw .. so i have to watch the last match .... hopefully ...

wafi came by and played with my cat's genitals with my drumstick... that was weird ... and scary as well .... so i guess i'll be borrowing min's drumsticks until i bought new ones ...

so this afternoon gonna shoot some hoops ... maybe i'll get my ass kicked ... but who the fuck cares .. it beats sitting at home and feeling bored as shit ...

maybe tonight i;ll go out ... cause arip asked me to pass this malaikat at jendela CD or something to nixam ... ... actually .. arip's at penang ... his dad brought the CD and gave it to me and that scares the shit out of my skull coz i was wondering what the fuck would his dad want with me ....
god damn it arip .. you should've at least call or sms in advance ... that was fucked up ...

peace ... of shit ...

Saturday, June 18, 2005

cock hurtin' 101

argh ... it's so hot today ...

erm .. on thursday went to KL to meet up with farah ... erm .. that worked out great .... and we went and watched mr and mrs smith ... to tell you the truth .... i could fall asleep but everytime my eyelids are starting to shut there would be loud sounds of gunfire and explosions .. the jokes are cool and corny ... it was allright .. the story line was allright .... married assasins .. go figure!...

on friday ... detroit managed to close the gap to 2-2 for the NBA finals .. i know you don't care ..well fuck you this is my blog ... and erm ... farah came by and we ate at F1 .... they only have steaks there ... and some other foods cooked either grilled or greased ... the grease kinda registers itself in my throat and i could not consume even one more of those greased onion rings .... and farah also couldn't finish her meal... erm .. ..and afterwards i went for futsal ...

it was funny, exciting and even better than the premier league matches you watched on TV ... fauxa AKA jose antonio reyes was playing keeper when the ball struck his cock and he then moans like a girl and couldn't get up .... i was laughing my shit outloud ... but he was strong like boys soldier are ... and continued ... the day ended for him went he got muscle cramps ... and we took pictures of him before helping him out ... it wasn't the right thing to do .. but it was a funny thing to do .... anyway it's just cramps .. it's not like anything is broken.....

speaking of broken limbs .. erin ..the midfield maestro also played even with his cracked foot ... and my team were sympathetic to even try to shoot at the goal when he was the Gkeeper....
it was a great outing ....

maybe today .... jamming ? .. maybe ..... its booked right? ... erm ....

hmmm .... i hate it when the past catches up with you ...when you're doing fine now in the present... erm .. dealing with the past suck .... drug dealing also suck ... huh?

oh yaa .. visit http://dgtalwar.blogspot.com/ for more cock hurtin' action and comments .. when are they gonna put up the pictures? ...

peace ... of shit ...

Wednesday, June 15, 2005

rain

the first time it rained since i got back to serdang. bored to death. fuck fuck fuck. ...

some interesting facts that i've found out via the 'internet' or the'world wide web'.


Arsenal's Dutch forward Robin van Persie has been arrested in Rotterdam on suspicion of rape, a spokeswoman for the public prosecutor said on Tuesday. The 21-year-old Van Persie was arrested on Monday following an alleged incident over the weekend. He can be held for a maximum of three days without a formal charge.

i thought football mega super ultra stars could easily get chicks to sleep with. anyway it's just a suspicion and his lawyer said he wouldn't be surprised if van persie is released early.


the other interesting fact is that norah jones did a collaboration with the foo fighters. According to dave grohl "her song is on the 'mellow' disc and its got a really cool elvis costello vibe to it. her voice is beautiful and it fits the song really nice". gonna look out for foo fighters double CD.

today .. was kinda like a self discovery day ....... u know.. kinda like when u get into an argument and then u thought about what u did wrong and u want to fix it and be better... that kinda stuff...
and i think arguments sucks and sometimes u can avoid it... but sometime u would like to think its better to just confront the issue and shit... but ... the thing is ... arguments just suck....if its the little things u might as well talk about it instead off just blowing up and let it all come out...but if its an issue that really needs sorting out .... you cannot let your emotion run wild ... but i hate it when emotions cloud your judgement.... look at what happened to anakin...

i believe this week will be an interesting week for me .. and i will never stop believing....


Tuesday, June 14, 2005

before sunset, before sunrise



i think it's been almost a year since i last visited pulau perhentian. i went there around this time of the year. i think. oh wait. no it was last month. on ...may.. during last year champion league final where porto won. the sunset is awesome. the sunrise i missed. overslept.when i woke up... i went outside and all i see is the sun ..... already up. so that kinda suck. but qadir who managed to sleep at the beach with this anonymous mr. wong from singapore (i made that name up) did catch the sunrise. so did zaidi and arip.



anyway ... i prefer the sea than waterfalls. except when the water fall looks like those on tv where it is secluded with models taking their pics and stuff. and there's like a big area like a pond kinda where u can swim .. and there no rocks. no rocks. just a big tree where there's a rope the locals tied up so people can swing around like monkey and freefall to the water below. kinda cool huh... erm ... enough with my childish fantasy.

today i watched apollo 13. god damn it tom hanks. u almost made me cry. damn it tom.he's good. anyway. the speech where he talked about when he was in a banshee or something where he lost power and then he said something about coming home... damn.. that was a good speech.

and spurs won again. they lead the series 2-0. and while on the subject of basketball.. i played this afternoon and kathelene( not a real name) got himself into a fight (how can kathelene be a guy's name is a mind boggler). they were trash talkin' and fatigue sets in and we were trailing by a point. and we were collecting balls after balls from our own bucket. it was frustrating. but that's what sports is all about. mental rite. you lose it. then your the physical part of you just go wild. the problem when you play to compete. i mean sports is about competing.

musically i think. if it starts turning to a big competition... there's bound to be heart broken. ego's bruised. it's hard enough pleasing your self ..you gotta please eveybody else too. so when norah jones won those awards she's like surprised. because to her it's not about winning those trophies. she wasn't on the MTV's top 10 list or channel v's what the what-ever fuck show they have. but the grammy awarded her based on her music. that's why i love her so much and so does anyone out there still making music for the sake of music. if you can't please anyone at least please your self. mind you perverts.

i've been playing basketball and music for a long time.... and i just don' t go anywhere. i'm not like manu ginobili or tim duncan. i'm not even close to norah jones... but i love playing sports and music.. it's not about winning. not all the time. i like the fact that i can control myself. i can do something with the limits set. you know. it's like a big fucking challenge. every afternoon. evey time.

..the bottom line is..... i jsut want to jam la damn it. fuck. and i want to play basketball till i graw bald and fat. and i don't care if don't go anywhere cause here is where i want to be. except islands. fucking emotional all of a sudden.

ermm... this week i think i'd go out and catch a movie with you know who.... hopefully i don't fuck things up....

Sunday, June 12, 2005

fender bender

hmmmm.. arip wasn't around and i'm almost always go around anywhere with arip. he's my ride since i got no ride here in serdang. thanks dude. jasmine actually saved my day. my mom and dad was watching AF and i needed to get out. everyone is a winner in AF. i think the only reason why most malays are more into AF then malaysian idol is because of the malay contestants in that show. they're not that good. and the jury are... not that convincing. its like theye're making their comments up. so why they put up with that show?...i think its bcoz the interaction between the student looks real. they sing and the crowd cheer them on. the family members and the emotions. and aznil cracking lame jokes. but the way i see it. its not a talent show. its a popularity contest. i remembered ...zahid of AF2...zahid is a big chunk of singing meat. and he can't dance. and his songs sucks. malaysian idol is also fake. i don't want to get started on malaysian idol. i just knew AF last for 2.5 hours. i thought the show lasted for an hour. crazy ah? no offence to those who would get an astro just to catch AF. its just.. its so fake. but i can't blame them. i watch the apprentice eventhough i think its fake. its maybe because they're more real in the sense of the working business world and they end up working for trump. now that's a reality show.

so since i'm not a fan of AF... we (nizam,erin,min) went to paul's place. there was kinda like a gig but the crowd was none to be seen. we were the crowd. and seeing these old timers strumming to their fenders and just jamming and solo-ing just makes me wanna jam too. now i'm back and hopefully our band can make something. anyway...we head off during mr. azmil performed cause nizam got some stuff to do in the morning where his design will be shown in the selamat pagi malaysia. so we went out and mr. azmil yunos or azmir or whoever went" where are you guys going?" don't run away.." hahaha.. that really got me laughing. cause we were sitting in front and when we went out, he was in the middle of playing a song. and we just walk past by him..in front of the stage.

hahaha....oh yeah... sorry nizam. i failed to get up cause i got caught up watching scent of a woman last night. and today i read about the zaleha ayam patah in the pancaindera section of the utusan. wow. the media said so much about this short film. gotta be something huh?

so finally i can go online again after the computer is formatted. i think the pc is fucked up due to the malicious spyware. so my 2 days of tomb raider is out the window. i was almost completing it. tonight i think i'll just stay home and watch the apprentice. i'm bored but at least i'm at home where the food is free and i can watch astro all day long but no AF!

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

over

it finally over, i'm done with the short semester.

was blog hopping today and seems like everyone is tying the knot. everyone except everyone is settling down. congratulations. hope they'll have lotsa kids and one of them kids would be the next ronaldinho so malaysia could actually enter the world cup.

finished my short semester. i cheated on the final exam because i'm too lazy to study, since the subject requires a lot of thinking and i just cant cope with it anymore. so i jot down little bits of whatever info with my size 6 font on a piece of paper. and there you go.. a 'toyol' is born. some call it their 'kawan'. my toyol helped a little. for the other question that my toyol can;t help me with, i used my poor brain. but some of my unfortunate classmates got caught with their toyol and that kinda suck.

so what?.. everyone cheated once or more in their life. maybe u didn;t stop when the red light turned red at your neighbourhood's traffic light or maybe u are just too lazy to put on your helmet when your pals asked you out for a drink. that's cheating the rules. but so what? as long as you're not caught ....its all good. just like the exams. why do i have to put up with hours of studying when i know for sure that bringing a toyol would work. its unethical and its wrong. i know. but everything is based on results. it's all good. isn't it weird when u think how a kid who studies 500 hours a day got an A and this other kid who brought a toyol got the same marks. its just so fucking mind boggling. what's more mind boggling is that the kid who brought the toyol could even get higher marks than everyone else. at the end of the day what counts isn't the 500 hours you put in or the efforts ...its the A that matter most. its just so fucking unfair. because CPA isn't based on effort. it's based on numbers. and the numbers relate to your carrying marks and your final exam marks. and those marks are valued NOT from your efforts but what you wrote on the answer sheet. what is actually written on the answer sheet (the answers lah) comes from your brain OR the toyol. so when you segregate it, cheating is just a way for you to get something. is it wrong. yes it's wrong. but when knowledge are valued solely on CPA's and A's and shit then you would be tempted to cheat.

the problem is, its wrong. you get caught. you're dead meat. you don't get caught. yeay!. whatever.
i think they gotta come up with a new evaluation scheme or something to evaluate the effort of the student. i think the effort a student is also worth the marks. i don;t know how. we just have to leave it at that for our beloved politicians to solve.

last night i met a bunch of she-males... is that the term they use or is it transsexual or something.?they're fucking scary. they got a calf the size of my waist. they could easily play rugby for the national team. damn. they are more male than female. they're scary, really.

finally my short sem is over. tomorrow i'm goin to jb to meet farah. gotta pack my shits. get some sleep.after that back to serdang. i'll be one again with the astro's remote control. oh yes. the NBA Finals. now that's the finals i want to be a part of.

Wednesday, June 01, 2005

a bullet always tell the truth

this week seems like forever,

i woke up late today, i set the alarm on my nokia to sound at 7.30 am. and the alarm failed me or maybe nokia's alarm just don't cut it anymore. i use to own an ericsson C3PO or R2D2 i forgot what model number was but it looked like a freaking frog the size of my palm. its the grey one. it has a flip. i always thought a handphone should have flips since mulder of the x-files got a flip phone. and i thought it was so cool. anyway, ... the alarm on that thing is so annoying. i would wake up instantly after the sound enters my ear drums and sends a signal to my brain which translates "wake up you fool, hear this sound and wake up!". i love that phone. but now the phone is ancient history. its broken now. and it lays peacefully in my drawer, silent.

i wanted to study because i got a test on thursday. but i just managed to cover a chapter before i went on and continue my quest for european glory. and today my team got promoted to division 1. and i bought nakata and sinji ono and some other players. fuck. there goes 3 hours of my study time. and later, i continued studying and then some other stuff came up and later i went for my routine afternoon football.

at night i picked up where i've left off. before that i had dinner and my pals and i chatted about football, my hair and about the government 5 working days. then this fren of mine brought a DVD called man on fire. i thought it was some dumb movie coz i've never heard of it. but the cover of the dvd has denzel's face on it. denzel washington that is. but how about my exam on thursday? fuck that. i went on and join few others of my pals to watch the movie. it was a cool movie. way cool. its about an assasin, a retired assasin working as a bodyguard. his job was to protect a lil kid named pita ramos played by dakota fanning which by the way is a female version of haley joel osment.ayway... she got kidnapped by a sindicate. the syndicate is an organized syndicate which has corrupts police and mexican killers and shit. just like GTA. then the syndicate asked for ransom money which his dad agreed to. but then somehow the deal got fucked and the kidnapper killed the kid.denzel thought the kid died so he went on and took revenge on the ones who did it. the girl wasn't dead yet. so when denzel got the boss's family by the barrel of his shotgun , he negotiated to trade the life of the brother of the boss and his life for the lil girls life. and later she was back in her mother's arm again. denzel died in the end coz he was shot earlier during his attempt to kill the bosses family. quote of the movie "may god be with your child".

after the movie i went out and had a late night supper. after the meal i just have to study since i've wasted today on things i could do later. then i felt like i'm heavily sedated and so fucking drowsy. so i went on and started typing this post while listening to john mayer's daughters repeatedly. the song is so freaking soothing. so mothers be good to your daughter.

guess i better stop typing and start reading and start repeating daughters again.