in arsene we trust

the Professor.

i trust him to bring glory back to ashburton grove.

he's spending this summer. and he would always buy the coolest players.

and those players would one day become rotten and turned to become traitors.

money.

Like no other

50% of the guys here are gone.

but we did had fun.

purpose

it should mean something .... your LIFE should mean something.

the air up there

there were suggestions from the KKS committee that we should again visit Cameron for the 1000th time. Cameron highland i should say is a perfect get away to chill. but i don't know i f i would have the time to join the trip. I'm getting hitched pretty soon so i got priorities that needed sorting out. WNR [righty pic]always got us there. WPR also manage to got us up there once.

again, i regret for not taking pics during our deliberate lost at irau.

Wonder how our faces would look like.

certainly not like that of wafi looking happy and as albino as he can be.

boy, all those yesterdays ...

we look good.

sri serdang selangor

i was thinking about going digital
but i like the feel of waiting for the film to be developed. at least ONE picture would say it all. A picture that would conclude, summarizes the whole feel of the experience.

FArah already have a sony cybershot and i recently just bough another 35mm underwater camera so i don't think i'm going digital any time soon.

above are on of the the first ever shots using the pre-installed 35mm lomo film.

you guys are way cool

i was lucky enough to have attended the PAC at INTengah last week ..

and there were exactly 133 people there ... i've met both number 1 and number 133 .. so that was pretty cool ..

"it's time to lose and to pretend" [kurt cobain]

the thing is ... people do things to impress and for me its no exception .. i was concentrating so much on impressing that it made me nervous ... shit ... i thought ... i should really enjoy this shit ... and pretend to be a happy go lucky guy who's not afraid to take on the world .. not afraid to speak his mind ... what a bunch of BS .. beautiful BS ...

the experience came easy as most of the people there were so friendly ... i think its due to the fact that we all are striving for the same thing ... it was like school all over again ... it was cool .

and to be a super confident dude was never easy ... but most guys were ....

all those that i've met and talked to were honest cool people ... it was funny and at the same time sickening to see so much friendliness in one place ... most of my days are just with normal people ..with different agendas ....and some time even obnoxious sarcastic people who feel they're buddha on top of a mountain ..

what was there to be seen was the fact that people will do things .. things out of the ordinary to get what they want ... even if it means trying something new or just facing your fear ..

antisocial, suicidal, popular .. liberated .. unique? .. cool honest creative ? .

who the fuck do you think you are?

we're here to label you .. to judge and to critic ...not you .

i think there's a name for that .. social mirror i think ... the mirror reflects ... on ...who you think you are based on people's perception and experience ... but who you are is actually what you do in a given situation ..

it's hard to impress if you have absolutely no skill, knowledge or desire .. if you're as dry as dry ice ..

if you are blessed with some special things that people don't have ...it's better ..

....it's good to have something you're proud of ..but ... don't make it a habit of hoping people to compliment you all the time ...

sometime people don't compliment you because they don't want you to have that satisfaction ...

speaking of awkward dysfunctional relationship with people .. some people should stop being paranoid ... opinions don't kill .. it's ok to fail .. it's good to try ... it's ok to be different but at the same time standardazation is effective ...

it was a good outing and one experience i will rank as one the best i've ever experienced ...

just did it

I think my blog would be better off with pictures ... pictures speak a thousand words ... who cares .

but most bloggers did put pictures and i think its super cool ..

i think the gap between me and cyberspace is widening ..

more and more ultra hip and latest trendy cyberspace things are evading me ...

fuck that notion ... who gives a fuck about cyberspace ...

we need to live .... live ... experience ...

again and again .... i repeat ..

let's go travel .

iron man

go watch iron man ..

robert downey jr did a prety good job ...

minyak nyiur

for some unknown reason .. i've decided not to bring my camera for this trip ...to perhentian ...
and it was a move that cost me a record of probably one of the best teambuilding package experience i have ever had ...thanks to xdi & aimi SLR .. it wasn't a total loss ...

to find out more visit KKS page .. but i would like to summarize the things that i personally picked up during the trip that i think is pretty ... cool .. and unique

1. kampung nelayan
2. jumping off jetty .. with local kids with flippers chanting "tanduk lembu" .. what the hell?
3. BBQ with kick ass budu
5. sleeping under the stars .. and it rained ...
6. being ignorant to the fact that the sun can burn you .. and it did ...
7. trekking ..
8. nasik dagang
9. wau
10. kids playing football
11. the crystal clear sea
12. nizo and wafi swam with out life jackets . . . respect both of you brader ...
13. kaftan
14. underwater camera that i bought
15. snorkeling in the sea
16. asshole snorkle bro
17. and some other shit that i can probably remember if i have PICTURES ..



i'm a tourist in my own country ...