my photo 

kicking farah's ass at bowling 

danga bay's youth of the year 

sunburst kuala lumpur 

through to sungei wang 

klcc - lame 

where most of the serdangers refill their fuel 

morning glory  

parit raja trailing 

johor bahru trailing 

the playground at parit raja near my house 

this is lomo i love this one 

this is where i play baketball at UPM basketball court  

The view from the veranda of my house at sri serdang 

Lomography 

eventually

whoa . recently life has been like a ship in the turbulent sea .... out of balance .... i am constantly worrying about things and i'm afraid it would raise my blood pressure .....

but it turned out good ... well... considering the earlier expectations towards it .. i think i did splendid ....

first .. it was the bachelor's project which is mandatory for me to graduate .... and i finished that . got an A- minus .... i was worried about the grade because the project was divided into two parts ... one and two ... the first part i got b- which sucked since i think i deserved more ....but the 2nd part i got an a- which i don't deserve.... but kissing the supervisor's ass helped a lot in the process .. and a lot of play acting in the labs .. being seen labouring and playing with gadgets and machines and acids and stuff ...... hahaha ... guess it worked .... and then comes the thesis which i spend a lot of money on the binding, printing and stuff,.... i magine i have to print 100 something pages ..5 copy ....and then the binding .. the hardcover thesis binding ,..... but it's all worth it .... i don't have to worry about being in the labs anymore ..... and i can sleep at night knowing i don;'t have to wake up early to go to the labs ....

enough with that ...i;ve bitched about it all semester long .....

erm .. another thing that worries me is the short semester which i am attending now .. i took 2 subjects .... and all i need to do is just study and everything will work out fine .....the problem here includes money, time and money ..... i've said that already ... it seems everything connected to me finishing my bachelor involves spending money ,...... but i took on the smeester anyway since my parents gave the green light and the bucks ..... so here i am ..... just got back from class ... damn hot today ....

before the short semester started my girlfriend asked me to go to her house to meet her mom ..... and i was shitting my pants .... how could i not ....i have a phD in communication failure ...... i don't know what to say in front of the elders nor strangers .....but her mom wanted to see me .... the boyfriend ... the one who always here with her doing stuff..... and then just like that .. im at jb waiting for her to pick me up .. after wards wewent for a movie ... 'be cool' is alright ... and then we drove back to her house to meet her mom .... oh yeah .. her brothers is there as well ... how intimidating can this get .... her brother a top student, an all-round athelete is there.. her younger brother taking up law .. is also there ....and i'm like this kid who still have months left before ever getting a job ....no driving license ..... soft spoken ..... nothing special ...communication failure .... social disorder ....but it was all god .. once again .... i have to stop expeting the worse ....

i was expecting the brothers would bully me and her mom would hate me .... or something like that ... but that;s over the top ....

it was great .... her bro's are cool ...and i remember my gf waking me up at 4 am to acompany her and her mom because her lil kid bro had a flat tyre .. i thought what's so hard about changing tyres .. it seems like the screw just got fucked up and the wrench just don't work on the screws .... so he slept in the car till the next day since we couldn;t do shit ... and got help ... so it was a something we could share...i mean her family and myself ....her family was great .... her mom especially .. now i know where she gets her character ....and personality .... she's great ..... seeing her at home ..with her family ... making me more into her ....i love u baby ...

then back to KL .... nothing to worry about here .. except for money .. jam with the band .... twice ... went out with the guys + 1 gal .... and just bury ourselves in steamed prawns and some other seafood and meat/crab balls...oh how much can a stomach bare .....

then got back to BP and ... start the short sem .... class is ok .. nothing new to worry about beside studying .. then went to see the lecturer to know if i failed or not .... since the first time i met with him he said i've failed .... and to my relief i didn;t .. i shook his hand and said thank you .... went out of his room with a big ass smile ..

my life was no short of excitement last semester .... it's like a ship in the turbulent sea .. it will calm........... eventually ....

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have finally finished binding those damn mother fuckers .... oh and then i need to like .... get the supervisor john hancock on the testimonial pages .... and my supervisor went AWOL ... and finally at the end of the day i have to go to her house and get those damn signatures ...

so i have to submit the thesises on thursday which is tomorrow ... early in the morning so i could catch a bus to jb and hopefully be there by lunch .... and i have to pay the short sem's fees which is around RM360+ and m dad have been calling me asking when will i graduate .... did do that and this .... which i think he is entitled to do so since i'm paying it with his money ... :)

anyway ... i've failed a paper .... went to see the lecturer ... he even marked the paper in front of me and told me that he has helped me and my marks seems to show that i have failed the paper ... guess i can re-take the subject later and hopefully get good marks ... yeah maybe ... i guess .. people just keep on failing this paper before and i know there's a probabilty that i would fail when i first took this subject....and yes ... i've failed .... it sucked .... but i think i deserved it .... even my lecturer think so ...

and over here it's been pretty much raining ... so outdoor actvities are limited to only running and hurrying to fetch all those dry clotheshanged outside... and money is running low .. FAST ... as far as TIME is concerned it's also running out ..... i want a long holiday where i can just lay all day and watch baywatch or everybody loves raymond re-runs or live football / basketball matches .... guess that ain't happening ...

what else .. oh yeah ... goin to jb to meet farah ...tomorrow ..... kinda cool hanging out somewhere else rather that here for once ...

and ummm.... i can't wait for this semester to be over ..... officially for me is by tomorrow if nothing goes wrong ....

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hi, my name is mohd hafdzuan, i was wondering who the hell is going to read my blog anyway?

anyway, i guess blogging isn't just about wiritng , its about sharing your thoughts and stuff , bla bla bla,

i've seen some passionate bloggers, some just doing it just to erm .. share ... some put down their daily activities and some are just wasting this free service....

for me, i love writing, yeah right, don't know, to me, i'm not a guy who u know speaks his heart out, somethings are better expressed in written sentences....

let me try this ... if u see this blog page outdated and not up to date then i guess bloggin isn't for me ...

beside this new bloggy thingy, i'm pretty much a boring person.... personality.. do i have one? you bet ya ... personality disorder hahha .... i don't speak much when i'm not comfortable, hate changes , always trying to balance life, constantly trying to be happy by doing what i love most which is ... not much ...

i love basically life . being alive.. the small things ... like running, walking, talking looking at stuff just watching tv . wasting time ... well don't we all?

i really enjoy jamming which by the way, i.... play the drums .. i'm not any good at it but whos says u have to be good to enjoy what your'e doin'? .. i really love hitting the drums and its just the greatest feeling in the world beating away beat by beat to melody created by other instruments .... i have a band ... we're not exactly hoobastank or any famous emo bands out there but we try to have fun . but to me ... its all about .. having fun ...

speaking of having fun ...sports is also fun ...beside not being good at drumming i am also not that good on the pitch ... football pitch that is ....i really suck .. yesterday i played and i made all this basic mistakes .. turnovers . and just mis-kicked the ball ... hahaha .. but who cares ... i enjoy running and just being part of the team ... just simply playing .... beside football i also play basketball ... which i rarely do now since i'm away from home town which is at serdang .... i started when i was in standard 6 i guess ... basically just shooting the ball desperately hoping the ball would go into the hoop.... haha ... and things are still the same today .. hahaha ... i don;'t know if i'll ever improve but i don;t care .... its not like i have to win a medal or something .. i don;t even get paid doing it .... so i don';t care ...

and i don't care about u unless u matter to me .. so your comments wont hurt .... hehehe

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